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AIWS- Alice in Wonderland Syndrome

THE INFINITE INCH: A NAVIGATOR’S TALE

THE INFINITE INCH: A NAVIGATOR’S TALE

Chapter 1: The Heavy Hands

The episodes always began with the sound of the clock. In the hallway of the old house, the grandfather clock was usually a steady, comforting pulse. But as Leo lay in bed, pushed past the point of exhaustion, the rhythm shifted. Tick-tick-tick-tick. The seconds became frantic, aggressive, and impossibly fast.

Leo sat up, and that’s when the world dropped away. He looked down at his feet. The rug, which had been just inches from his toes, suddenly receded. The floorboards stretched out like a vast, polished canyon. His slippers looked like two tiny boats lost on a dark mahogany sea, miles below.

“Not again,” he whispered. His own voice sounded like a giant’s rumble. He lifted his hand to rub his eyes, but he stopped, frozen. His hand didn’t look like his hand. It was a monumental thing—a heavy, tectonic slab of flesh and bone. It felt as if it weighed a thousand pounds, yet it moved through the air with a strange, gliding lightness.

Then, the wall opposite his bed began to thin. Through microscopic gaps in the stretching space, Leo saw a shimmering, golden glow. A tiny knight, clad in silver-leaf armor and riding a dragonfly, appeared in the light.

“The one who sees the Great Span,” a voice boomed in Leo’s pulse. “Do not let the world shrink you back down. We have been waiting for a Navigator.”


Chapter 2: The Heartbeat of Bronze

The next day, Leo found his Grandfather Silas’s old sea chest in the attic. Inside was a leather-bound book. The first page read: “To those who see the miles in a thumb-width: You are not ill. You are merely un-tethered.”

That night, Leo didn’t fight the tiredness. He stared at the grandfather clock until the “Stretch” took hold. The clock became a Bronze Tower reaching into the clouds. Sir Valin, the tiny knight, appeared at the keyhole. “The Static has entered the Mainspring! If the clock stops, the Static will spill into your world!”

Leo looked at his gargantuan hand. He focused his energy, imagining his index finger becoming as thin as a hair. The sensation was agonizing, but he managed to insert the silver thread of his finger into the keyhole. Inside, massive brass wheels spun like tectonic plates. Clinging to the spring was the Static—a flickering mass of grey pixels.

Leo used the Tachy-pulse, speeding up his perception until the gears slowed to a crawl. He flicked the Static away, and it dissolved into dust. He pulled his hand back just as the world snapped into its “small” shape. He wasn’t just a boy anymore; he was a guardian of the gears.


Chapter 3: The Frozen Hallway

School was a minefield. During a history lecture, the teacher’s voice began to slow down into the Lag. The world became a gallery of frozen statues. Leo saw a trail of Static snaking toward the school bell. If it infected the bell, its “Flatness” would spread to everyone.

Leo stepped out of his desk. Because of the Lag, he covered the classroom in a single heartbeat. He grabbed a handful of golden Aether from the “Gap” behind the bell and threw it. The Static hissed and vanished. Leo lunged back to his seat just as reality slammed back to full speed. Marcus, the school bully, was staring at him. “You were over there,” Marcus whispered. “And then you were here. I saw it.” Marcus was starting to see the Gaps, too.


Chapter 4: The Weight of Mountains

In the empty gym after school, Leo saw Marcus struggling as the world began to warp. “It feels like I’m a marble in a shoebox,” Marcus panicked. “My hands weigh a hundred pounds!”

“Don’t fight it,” Leo commanded. “Be the weight.”

A Static Sentinel—a jagged pillar of flickering noise—lunged from a crack in the floor. Marcus swung his “heavy” arm. In the Infinite Inch, his fist was a falling mountain. The impact was a tectonic boom that shattered the Sentinel into pixels. They collapsed, exhausted. Leo saw a grey “Static-Burn” on Marcus’s sleeve. The war was getting closer.


Chapter 5: The Map in the Marrow

Leo returned to the journal and found an embossed message: “The Static King is the ‘Great Flatness’—the part of the world that wants to erase wonder. He lives in the City Clock Tower.”

Leo’s episodes were staying “stretched” longer now. He looked at the distant tower. It didn’t look like a building; it looked like a jagged needle stitching the sky together. “We have to go there,” Leo told Sir Valin. He wasn’t afraid of the heavy hands anymore; he was ready to use them.


Chapter 6: The Grids of the Grey City

As Leo and Marcus entered the city, the Static King began his siege. The skyscrapers lost their depth, turning into flickering cardboard cutouts. The ground was smoothing out into a featureless grey plane.

“Think heavy!” Leo roared. He slammed his “heavy” foot down, sending a shockwave of Depth through the concrete. The 3D world snapped back wherever he stepped. Signal-Wraiths hissed past them, but Leo used the Tachy-pulse to turn the rushing city into a frozen landscape. They weaved through the statues of cars and people, reaching the base of the tower as the Flatness erased the streets behind them.


Chapter 7: The Heart of the Mechanism

They climbed into a forest of iron. At the center stood the Static King, a flickering, 2D shadow. “Why cling to the stretch?” the King hissed. “In my kingdom, everything is flat. No pain. No heavy hands.”

Leo felt his body being squeezed into paper. He realized he had to be both scales at once. He reached out with his left hand as a “Galaxy-Hand” and his right as a “Needle-Hand.” The paradox ignited a golden spark in his chest.

“I am the Navigator!” Leo screamed. He anchored himself with his giant hand and reached into the King’s chest with his needle-finger, plucking out a tiny speck of “Perfect Stillness.” He threw it into the Grand Pendulum.

TICK. A wave of color and volume exploded. The King shattered. The world regained its depth.


Epilogue

A week later, Leo sat on his bed. The clock ticked steadily. Marcus stopped by, tossing a basketball. They didn’t talk about the Infinite Inch, but they both saw the golden glow behind the wallpaper. Leo opened the journal to the last page and wrote: “The world is as big as you need it to be. As long as there is a Navigator, the world will never be flat.”


Author’s Note

The sensations in this book—of worlds stretching thin and hands feeling like heavy stones—come from my own life. As a child, I experienced Alice in Wonderland Syndrome (AIWS). I remember the disorientation of a room receding miles away and the “Heavy-Hand” feeling during bouts of exhaustion.

I wrote this to transform those confusing glitches into a superpower. If you have felt the world stretch or the silence roar, you are not broken. You are a Navigator.


 
 

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Alice in Wonderland Syndrome – or something MUCH MORE?

My Crazy Life: Last Night…

I feel that I need to make an introduction to the following two poems, to try and explain to the reader why I recorded in rhyme these things, these two separate things that I feel are somehow connected. I saw each one again and again, over a period of time, when I was no more than five or six years of age. The first one was so terrifying it almost scared me to death. The second, by comparison, was so serene, so blissful, I could have watched it forever. It was only yeas later, when, as an adult, that I dared tell anyone about them, that I dared say I had seen the devil and also an angel.

Last Night (part one)

I heard a sound by my bedside last night,
I heard a lone sound, how I got such a fright.
Something passed by me deep in the night,
I heard a faint sound; did it want my poor life?

I made no sound; I was still, in such fright,
As I lay in bed in the deep of the night,
I could hear it close by, how I longed for the light.
What was this dark thing evading my sight?

An evil black form, a shadowy sight,
Began to rise slowly in front of my eyes.
As I lay in bed on my left-hand side,
This dark, wicked thing slowly rose into sight.

I could not move a muscle; I was frozen in fright,
As the dark frightful vision continued in height,
Till it’s malevolent eyes were almost in sight.
Only then did I close mine, despite the dark night.

I knew it was wicked, the devil personified,
That he wanted my sight, the light of my life.
If I kept my eyes closed, shut tight as the night.
I might just be spared the Grim Reaper’s cold scythe.

Finally, eventually, I opened my eyes,
Had he gone, departed – left my bedside?
But no! He was there I refrain,
Starting beginning to rise up again.

How could I be free from this terrible beast?
That wanted my soul, my heart and my peace,
Perhaps, if this time my eyes remained firmly closed,
It might well just give up and go away home.

So as my eyes closed, again, in such fright,
As I prayed and hoped that I’d last out the night.
I could feel its Dark Presence so close by my brow,
But kept my eyes shut, it wouldn’t bother me now.

The darkness and danger passed from me that night,
Vanishing, returning away from my sight.
I rolled over, so comfy, lulled back into nod,
Till the next time it happens, it’s just me and my God.
A note; this really did happen.

Last Night (part two)

I saw an angel by my bedside last night,
I saw a lone figure, oh what a fine sight.
As it passed close by me, deep in the night,
I saw a lone angel; she lit up my life.

I made not sound; I was still – not in fright,
As I lay in my bed, in the deep of the night,
I watched it close by me; how I longed for its light.
To be a part of this thing, this wondrous sight.

The shining white form, the silvery sight,
Began to glide past me in front of my eyes.
As I lay in bed on my left-hand side,
This holiest of things flew on through the night.

I moved not a muscle; I was locked on the sight,
Of the bright, heavenly vision as it continued in flight,
It’s winged wonderful body passed on to my right.
Only then did I lie back, despite the divine light.

I knew it was good, from heaven come down,
Showing that we have not been left on our own.
And I kept my eyes on it I made not a sound.
As I watched the winged vision go round and around.

Finally, eventually, as I watched with my eyes,
It left, it departed, it was gone – how I cried.
But although it had gone I was now oh so wise,
A part of God’s plan for every adult and child

So remember each night when you set off to nod
That you are never alone, you are then closer to God
Where a heavenly presence watches over your rest
A wonderfully winged angel in a silvery dress

A note: this really did happen.

Well, what do you think, was I experiencing Alice in Wonderland Syndrome

Or was it something else?

 

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Alice in Wonderland Syndrome

As a child I suffered from what I now know is called AIWS. Back then, though, I had no inkling what it actually was. It was frightening, ever so frightening. I would see things, both far away and close by at the same time, and would hear things loud, yet also ever so quiet. I would also get a feeling, a really bad feeling of foreboding, that something terrible was about to happen. From time to time i saw either the devil or an angel alongside my bed, where I was lying. Thankfully, as an adult, I do not experience these instances much anymore.

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Alice-in-Wonderland syndrome (AIWS, named after the novel written by Lewis Carroll), also known as Todd’s syndrome or lilliputian hallucinations, is a disorienting neurological condition that affects human perception. Sufferers may experience micropsia, macropsia, or size distortion of other sensory modalities. A temporary condition, it is often associated with migraines, brain tumors, and the use of psychoactive drugs. It can also present as the initial sign of the Epstein-Barr Virus (see mononucleosis). Anecdotal reports suggest that the symptoms of AIWS are fairly common in childhood,[citation needed] with many people growing out of them in their teens. It appears that AIWS is also a common experience at sleep onset. Alice in Wonderland Syndrome can be caused by abnormal amounts of electrical activity causing abnormal blood flow in the parts of the brain that process visual perception and texture.

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